Dear.....

All I can say is that I feel very guilty. People are starting to secretly whisper about each other and all these pros and CONS Negative list are coming out (yes I am guilty of it too). I must admit we are all at fault, we all need to stop being selfish, stop the bitching and complaining because honestly it never does get us anywhere. We are a big group and we all have different personalities and talent, being together TOGETHER we compliment each other, we help to bring out the best in all of us. So stop complaining that someone don't know this, didn't do this well, showing off, it's not fair. We all need to stop that, that's a brat talking! We need to shut up and help each other out, give advice, mentor. We all should know by now that everyone is different, we live separate lives, come from different background, it's not hard to understand just deal with it and get along. In our lifetime we'll meet 100 more people with the same personalty, then what? We all got weaknesses and strengths. Lastly understand that everyone is working hard and scrambling to get things done, I believe we all are willing to help all that we can, but don't expect them to do it for you. That is not fair. KYR & DYJ.

--PHEWWWW!!!!!!

i was crying earlier -___-
i hate when he does this
ugh.

I'm sad, hurt, frustrated, and stressed

last year you were mad at me because you needed your space you needed a break, this year i'm giving you that and now you tell me that i'm using you that i never get out of ramiscal's classroom, i can't believe that i fuckin' care about you, you know that everyone does i never ever used you and never will. it's always been about you, i've always been there for you and when you treated me like dirt last year i didn't mind, cause you needed your time to study be with other people. now when i need it, my turn you get mad at me. it's not fair i do care for you.

now i can't believe you swore at me, and pushed me making all my papers fly right out of my hands. over a little thing. you tore up my letter too T___T

i told you i was stressed out, and i am sorry i snapped. i need some time for me!



side note;

I am stressed, scholarships, school, HOME, MEDIA
I'm really freaking out, I need a chill pill, A breather I KNOW
everyday *AHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay I need to chill now
bye.

I'm in class right now, major OHSHAAAA. It's loud everyone is talking and I am going crazy.
*AHHHHHHHHHHHHH *AHHHHHHHHHHH
(MARY MURPHY ACTION!)

I need a breather, need to do it right now very discreetly!
Broadcast, Events, Videos!
I need a chill pill

total for last month was 17.
it's a fresh new month
and a another year for my cousin
Happy Birthday!

this months goal:
-profanity needs to be stopped
-scholarships
-update resume
-register for SAT

we have:
gone to church
watched movies
talk to each other every night
watched concerts
ate out
went swimming
meet each others family
tell secrets, dreams, ambition
been over to each others house

but still remain as friends.

bored to death; I hate the hair, was too lazy -__-