SICK & TIRED

I've been crying for three hours, I feel a mix bag of emotions!
I don't even want to say what happens all I know is
that I AM SICK AND TIRED of everything, it's so overwhelming
I can't stop crying
there is no I in TEAM but their is in selfIsh
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I'm tired
I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I'm so irritated frustrated disappointed in myself
Confused Tired VERY EMOTIONAL
Tired of trying to sort this out
Defending others, trying to be calm
I don't know I need to talk to someone
I can't handle this anymore.
Too much problems too much being said
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I don't want any part of this
if it has to be like this every time
MY EYES IS RED AND SORE
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

I'm going to bed or something

AWEAR OUT!
I need to cool down :'( I hate this tired of this.

It just feels like those,

I want to blog something but I've got nothing to write (technically type) about.

Screening today was fun, I enjoyed it. Was interesting. The skits were cute, some were like HUH? but in conclusion we all need to practice. Do I miss it? Nope, to be honest I'm glad I made the choice to quit council, if I still was in council I would be stressed out. I'm glad I'm not involved, my problem now is stepping down and refusing in SM.

Well I... 11:11 making a wish *FIVE LETTERS :)
anyways I can almost see the light at the end of the tunnel. Not in a bad way I just mean my pile of work is decreasing, I'm feeling productive I just need and want some time to learn AE and Illustrator my goal is to not master but learn all I can about ADOBE!

Well today we got into big trouble. I'm never going to hear the end of it, it's the consequences and I'll take it, no matter how much it hurts.

Random Blog Part 2

List for today:
Important to Least Important
-Finish Macbeth Paper
-Psych Paper

-3 Layouts (GOAL)
-Wedding DVD
-Media Shirts

-LYA Resized
-Call bowling alley
-Go Walking (feel like a FATASS!)


Ok plate is full but not stressing and overwhelming. I'm on it, I'm on it >;)!
On the laptop right now it's being charged.
Still charger less :( hopefully this week Mama Q will get it.

Back to work.

LOL!

just in case you can't read it, it says (with spelling errors)
my mom cut her hair
with these sissors
I can't bare to
tell her they are my
pube trimming sissors.

LOL!

haha I love post secret.
I'm bored and today is very hot and sticky :(
I should do my essay for Tanaka, but currently I'm lazy and this weather is not helping. Maybe tonight.

The Weekend.

This weekend I am suppose to be with my dad, but I decided not to. He's mad at me now >:(!
I'm taking a break from Graphics and Photography.
Currently working on drawing, adobe after effects, videos?
The IB video isn't needed till later, and everything is being set by Ms. Do

TODAY is a day full of chores, not gonna complain about it. I have been neglecting my duties around this small house. Mommy came home with porkhash and manapua from Char Sung Hut (IDK?) a little place in downtown, super good :)

YESTERDAY was interesting. Morning half was with pops, marybaby, and camps. We had to film something at UH only took 10 minutes. We then ate at yogurtland :) YUMMY! (HIGHLY RECOMMENDED) dropped off Mary went to Millilani and home. Had interesting conversations in the car rides pretty cool. Then I came home mommy bought me a zip pac (fatass fo' real) and we went to the movies. BURN AFTER READING is a dark comedy, I actually noticed the angles and varying shots and focus... too much digital media haha. Came home and slept.

FRIDAY the charger for the laptop broke :(. MoHS v. Campbell we won, because I'm a good luck charm hahaha...not. We won though. It never rain when I touched the camera. Got scolded by the coaches. Lastly PIZZA PIZZA PIZZA 108 dollars worth. Oh and I learned some JCHS history.

NEXT WEEKEND
SMDO: Saber Media Day Out
-Urban 808
-Bowling
-Movie Night
-Football Game?

Notes,

COLLEGES:
1. AAU
-Application Fee

2. CCC:
-Transcripts
-*ACT/SAT scores
-Letter of Recommendation
-Immunization Records
-Application
-Essay
-Fee

3. OTIS:
-Application
-Application Fee
-Transcript
-*ACT/SAT
-*Portfolio

*CURRENTLY WORKING ON

Yearbook:
-Layouts
**GOING GREEN

SM:
-IB VIDEO
-FOOTBALL GAME FRIDAY
-BBG LADY

Newswriting:
-Layout

Random Blog,

I still got a heavy plate a huge to-do-list:
-Project Grad
-Leeward Young Artist
-IB video
-3 Weddings
-Ganir
PLUS deadlines for Yearbook and News Writing

So no more favors!
NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!
before I really do go insane.

anyways...
it's okay to want someone you can't have. it's okay to keep
friendships when you don't want them, or when you want
something more. it's okay to cry when you're hurt, and it's
okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. believe it or not,
it's always gonna be okay. that's just how it works.
sometimes, things don't always work out the way you want
them to and a lot of times, it seems like they never will.
but it's okay, that's how life's supposed to be. it's all about
learning how to deal with the bumpy parts in the road and
waiting 'til they're smooth again. it's all about forgiving and
forgetting. it's all about waiting and wishing. that's just how life is.

It's a quote.

Last Night I slept on my arm I guess, when I woke up this morning it was blue!

BTW Friday was the 1st recorded broadcast! CHEE! Super excited.
I love FLIP crackers whatever they are called HELLA GOOD!
& WONGRIZZLE HYBRID MAN was NOT THERE of FRIDAY!
:)

RANDOM BLOG: Misc. Ramblings