Abnormal Sleep Pattern

A week ago I came home at 4:30 and knocked out till 7:00 in the morning. Last night I went to bed at 11:00 and woke up at 1:00, and I feel off balanced, dizzy. Lately I find my self so tired in the middle of the day. Not the type of tired where you yawn a couple times, it's like physically tired. My body is aching I don't want to move, I can't even think straight. Well I posted a picture of my iCal, those dates don't even cover half of what has been going on this month. The meetings, BROADCAST. My life at home! NOPE! Well I feel tired, and I still need to do the Laundry.

SMDO,

was okay.
everyone's mind was somewhere else
news paper, food, decorating
we never even watch the movie, it was playing but no one was watching.
other then that was ok, when we final settled was good.

btw, mama q's car broke down. Jeff and I had to push her car, and Daniel had to pick us up. Then we spent 40 dollars at 7-11.

BTW, Daniel and I ghost ride the whip
haha.

Another random thing
Pops farted and we heard it

The kiddies are so so so cute.

Daniel went into Jamba Juice and one worker warned the other one
COMPLICATED ORDER! haha

Rae Rae has a note waiting for her at her front door

SOMEWHAT home alone but I got Gemel on the phone tonight :)

M.I.A.

I love the work load, but I really am M.I.A. in a lot of things.
work hard? play later?
I just want to finish the news paper, then focus on the yearbook, then get to working on videos.
Video, my version of play later?
Ughhh, I feel so out of focused on video aspect.
DON'T FRICKEN MATTER
I love CAMPBELL MEDIA
-SABERMEDIA
-EWA NAUPAKA
-POHAKUMAE I forgot the Hawaiian name but uhh... yearbook
OH SHIT THE SHIRTS!

September 19,2008

Today I was so frustrated this morning, I punched the door. Broadcast worked hard putting it together did the graphics in case they were not done, 5 missing. It was just Jeff and I that put the announcements, graphics, and editing it. All for nothing because broadcast was not even hooked up, after getting a weeks to do so. The look and reaction on the mans face, got to me and I think Jeffry as well. I was frustrated because we worked so hard and wanted broadcast to go up, the only one working on it. Plus the lecture from Rams made me feel bad. Was frustrated.

Then by news writing time, I was like whatever. Lunch came in to set up broadcast. Third was english took a pretty easy test. Fourth I wished Empress a Happy Birthday, and started drawing myself. After school more news paper work.

Got home, the leak from the bathroom still infects our 1st floor ceiling, I felt bad because my mother went from one job to another had to come home to the fricken ceiling mess and again from one job to another no sleep what so ever :(

Tomorrow is SM day out, well supposedly.
It's a potluck, movie night at the building.
Hope it works out tomorrow.
Plus news paper meeting at 1:00
ohshaaaa

>:)

I am so speechless and touched right now.
I just can't believe this.
FRICK I'M GETTING IT TOGETHER!
NO MATTER WHAT!
>:)

Feel totally emotional

My only way of letting it go is blog venting.

I feel like a emo child, and I hate it.

Just one sentence.

I'm going to be ok :$

I cried it all out (5 hours). My eyes are red, in pain, and is swollen. I think there is a few more tears in me. I asked Jeffry to call Pops for me, funny thing he was about to call Jeffry, our WI FI was up and running. So we talked about a lot, and I think I'm going to be okay. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU DAD POPS RAMS it's what I needed conversations, wisdom, advice, and the father figure is the best gift and JEFFRY CHEFFEH CAMPS I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU, you're always their for me no matter how bitchy I can be I LOVE YOU

It's what I needed and I intend on making things right.