I'm unbelievably sore from last night, and I think I caught Esther's disease HAH!
Varsity Sabers won against the Rams.
CHEEEEE!
I never realize how huge the stadium is
well 8 more months and we're back there again
shooot maybe going to big island for states.

Ok I'm really sore, making this short peace.

thank you for your concern;

yes thank you for your concern, i grasp what you are saying, i see the true message behind the rants. your a lonely angry person, seeking a friend. LONER! thank you for your concern, but like Rihanna says RIVE YOU RIFEE EH EH EH EH. Gosh create your own show already H. NANNY!

TIME FOR A CHANGE,
too much civil rights specials
headed by the queen of africa...
Oprah
anyways, meow.
that's for mr. remigio.

well today been ok, newspaper, pointless fucking test,
man i get so distracted in 3rd period everytime i'm in there
i feel like building a wall to keep the mongolians from the heart of
darkness getting to my speacial recipe of bejing beef.
MAHARO i wish i was chinese, like priscilla lai
remind me i need to read HOD3
ughhh, i'll just bullshit the answers
COURTESY OF SPARKNOTES BABES
anyways
broadcast, stn meeting.
as usual

jerk

i want to register for the SAT i need to register i ain't got no money to pay late registration fees. my mother is away, and my dad won't help me. ugh.

new month

totally forgot it's a new month, new month... new goals :)
goals for the month:
start to stand my ground
discipline my self not to procrastinate
submit two college applications
sign up for the dec. SAT
work on my essays
have a life :P
clear my mind
gain my sanity
slowly focus on other things.

haha big list.
today is election day unfortunately too young to vote. if i could let's say "time for a change".

this morning my mother and father were arguing on the phone. 8 years later and still going at it. they were arguing about me and why i don't talk to my father. my mother blamed it on my step mom and my dad blamed it on her calling it brain wash. -___-

going to watch a movie with gemel and jeff :)
yeaaaaah me! HSM3 again.
dorks.

update later.

LATER, so the new presidents is dun dun dun...
President Barack Obama.
Actually talked politics with Daniel


the movie proved to be a success although our group got split. ended up sitting with gemel and nowey. was fun, i could watch HSM3 one more time hah!

we started talking about a lot of things, grad. and prom wow. 8 months.

Today pulled a Hale Koa, Daniel was actually at Sams Club, and was spotted by Rams... but at the same time, i was upstairs in the food court. We were all at highlands. haha.

Sunday

I woke up all in pain today, I still am. Heading to church soon, in town. Hopefully munching on pork hash in an hour or two. Watched a pretty good movie last night, Changeling, very tragic story. Really gets to you. School tomorrow, and as always not looking forward to it. Hopefully I won't have a stressful week. Update later.

Just as I had predicted I was munching on some pork hash :)
I'm addicted to work, I like being under pressure... weird.
BORED! BORED! BORED!
PEACE!

Week is over,

I can finally relax. I'm most definitely taking my break. I feel so accomplished though, time to take it slow. Things I need to do, to regain my sanity.

Take a walk around the neighborhood
Draw
Read something besides Heart of Darkness.
Sip some Starbucks
Watch a movie
Finally eat Bi Bim Bap
Take a couple photos
Have those old conversations with Gemel

Forget all the problems, floating around in my head.
simple things.
then start on college essays.
focus more on that.

I miss all the little things, life has been so stressing and passing my by so quickly, that I truly do miss the simple things. No more screeching, shaking, hair tossing, tearing up, and stuttering.

heavy on the heart

I MISS the "USE TO BE"

-enough said.