Obama?

Today he became the 44th president. I'm scared. Times are tough and I don't know it's just scary. It's gonna get tough, and that's what scares. Every decision is important. I seriously, I don't know if I even made the right decision, ugh. Takin' my mind off it. DVD night.

My sister.

So on average I blog every 3 days? Anyways.

My sister came home from my dad's place and I don't know why, I just hug her. I love my little sister. As annoying as she can be. I love her. Earlier this evening we started talking about our parents. She's a good girl. I feel bad cause she's always had been stuck in the middle. She takes care of my mom and I. I don't take notice at first. She wants to live with my dad, she figures if I'm leaving or go off to college might as well. We started talking about it. Then she tells me, about a current problem i'm having with my dad and stepmom "no matter what Ahndi I'll make sure aunty sally knows the truth (btw that's my stepmom) that you don't care about not getting anything from her for christmas, i'll tell her your not materilistic and your happy with what you got, cause that's how you are, sometimes i feel dumb i ask for a lot and you don't" i started to cry. even though she annoys me, i would knock the shit out of you, if you mess with her.

i think i handle myself pretty well today. today was a good day :)

•finished w/e i can do with winterball layout. got all the candid photos laid out. fixed the pica spacing. just need the court picture :) and then went to film with jeff esther and gemel was pretty fun :D in the libary i swear don't let esther do serious acting ;) she'll crack up and you will too
•third period oh my gosh i was saved. daniel and ivy never showed up. chee wasn't forced into sharing my homework, which one of my group members are printing ;D mhmmm hahahaha
•finish taking the roster photos, and vectored :D something i never did in a long time

afterschool, i was almost killed. by antonio and jon :) hahaha funny video. and erin was there in rams class, i'm a fat ass i ate some of her food, she offered. did little things here and there. then called gemel and all i heard was council cheering. like wth? they said there was no school. so hung up and checked the BOE website, chee no school. then phyll and rams was checking up on it while praising halleluia. chee no school. theres a god and bad side oh well nai nai time

The dream begins with a teacher who believes in you, who tugs and pushes and leads you to the next plateau, SOMETIMES POKING YOU WITH A SHARP STICK CALLED "TRUTH" --Dan Rather

it hurts damn it really does, but it's all good though. i was advised again, and truth hurts but i just really want to move on grow from everything in the past. get over with damn cry baby thing. been through a lot more in my life, i can get over it. well i needed this off my chest. peace. i think i'll go back to xanga till this trend dies. idk.

first day back.

i already hate it. first days well so called first day, i only had one true first day... with the get to know you here's my syllabus crap. cause all my classes are cont. from last term. already things are popping up, i don't want to deal with sick and tired, i had my fill. my weakness is caring too much. i went and watched slumdog millionaire and i loved the movie it was good, fricken all the way in kahala no matter. well i'm tired. peace.

first day of school. i'm still sore. oh well bring it on.

haven't blogged in while. hmm... let's keep this short. got school tomorrow.
let's see sat i did my essays and watched a movie. gran torino, go watch it it's good. a lot of old fans of clint eastwood. the man had always been badass. i was surprised to hear him sing during th credits. i couldn't stand sleeping in a empty house so i went over to my cousins house, she's a 5 min. walk away. stayed up all night, she helped me with my essays as well as writing stupid poems. went to bed at like 4 in the morning woke up at 6 a.m. had a diet coke and been going through the day with it. i had to finish my essays. ms. fia called and saved me. i finally got over my fear and opened those pdf files. monday which is today i hmm...
oh yeah went into school today. did slave work ;D. delivered desks and what not to teachers, chit chatted with former teachers. stuck decals on shizz and sweeped the floor. rams jeff and i went to the hoakalei golf course ceremony, filmed, i shot like 5 pics and let rams take over cause i ain't got no confidence. ate at ninja sushi shrimp udon. got back cleaned cleaned, actually was sweating. ew. and been catching up on hw. advance procrastinator ;)