I treat you as a friend
and after so many years
you treat me like I'm not even there!
I hate you
you bastard for making me
get all emotional like this
I hate you
you bastard for making me cry
I hate
the fact I'd be there for you
EVEN after all this
EVEN after everything
but you wouldn't for me.
:'(
I can't keep up this smile any longer. No I can't. I ain't about to break down and cry too. Nope. Am I ok? Far from it. I'm hurt and I feel pathetic for feeling this way. Hurt! I should be MAD I AM MAD. I don't give a fuck anymore. Couple months and we're off. You always wanted it this way. It's always been about you. YOU always care what other people think. When we both know it ain't anything more. YOU care what others think. BUT you never considered my feelings. AFTER EVERYTHING. You told me yourself. That YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK! Even that letter from RETREAT that one time was a bunch of BULL! Still is. You always treated others better then me. I ask you a favor. NO. Someone else ask you the same favor. OH SURE! YOU DID THAT TO ME THREE TIMES THIS PAST WEEK! I treat you like a person, you treat me like a no body. Never EVER EVER did you return the favor. NEVER did. It always been about you. BEFORE you made me wait for you, for two hours. Only to find out you already left on another bus. SO MUCH SHIT! You should already know. ASSHOLE!
:'(
I'd be there for you
EVEN after all this
EVEN after everything
but you wouldn't for me.
:'(
:'(
:'(
