AHNDIWEAR

Look what I've done. Look what I've done. He was right. He was right. All along. This whole thing was a lie. It started off real but then that feeling faded quickly. It was over and done with a long time ago but I hung on. I didn't want to let it go. He already did. I backed him up in a corner and locked him up. He never cared he just did things to please me. TO please everyone. If he had hated me reacted the way he should of what will have people thought of him. This asshole hurting a girl that gave him everything he asked. That's another way I cornered him I LOVED him so much I did everything and used it against him. I used it against him. If I loved him I wouldn't need to expect anything in return right? Last night my room mate made me realize how much I hurt him. I turned on the TV and it happened again. Went to bed. Woke up again and again. I can't do this to him, you know? SO this Christmas that's my gift to him and to myself.