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Phone Line
Calls me, I call him back .We're on the phone say Hi, what you doing. Both doing homework. He's doing calculus. I'm editing. We don't talk just. Then after 5 minutes of silence then "i'll call you back". We don't.

Morning
I'm coming now. Ok. 5 min later he comes. Drop off his brother and cousin. Clear the throat. Look at him, he looks back through mirror. Parking lot. Bell rings got to go.

Lunch
In front of G building he's heading towards the office. I head toward J.

3rd Period
He clears his throat. I look. He looks. I look away. Repeat. Mouth YOUR FACE. I get up take his pencil. He just throws out his hand. I tease him, doesn't work. Give back. Do work. 4th period.


LAME LAME LAME!

(QUICK BREAK)Good Morning Sabers...

This is your student morning bulletin. I'm happy and satisfied with how things are running. So much problems in the first half of the year and now things are finally coming together. Broadcast is awesome, our yearbook is awesome, newspaper got a major cosmetic surgery. I'm such a geek. This feeling, is what I've been waiting for, as lame as that sounds. Since it's a semi new month, 5 days late no matter. GOALS! Raise the grades raise it so I can get a 3.5 on my cumulative. Learn Illustrator and AE :)!

it's all good in the neighborhood.

Survey says...

BASICS:
001. Real name? - Ahndiana Flores
002. Nickname(s)? - ahndimohala, ahndiwear, ahndi, ahnz, awear, gaina (don't ask -__-)
003. Relationship Status? - Single.
004. Zodiac sign? - Cancer
005. Male or Female? - Female
006. Elementary? - Holomua
007. Middle School? - 'Ilima
008. High School? - James Campbell HS
009. College? - Not yet but crossing my fingers on a few
010. Hair color? - Black
011. Long or short? - Short
012. Loud or Quiet? - Depends ;)
013. Favorite Genre? - Indie Rock
014. Favorite Band/Artist? - Beatles :)
015. Favorite Song? - Nothing in particular
016. Favorite Colour? - Red Black and White
017. Sweats or Jeans? - Jeans
018. Phone or Camera? - Camera
019. Health freak? - LOL! No
020. Drink or Smoke? - Neither
021. Do you have a crush on someone? - No
022. Eat or Drink? - Their both vital to my life
023. Piercing? - Ears
024. Tattoos? - None

FIRSTS:
025. First piercing? - When I was 2 on my ears
026. First best friend(s)? - Amanda C.
027. First award? - I forgot
028. First crush? - HAHAHAHA! NO!
029. First pet? - A dog, mans best friend
030. First big vacation? - PI
031. First big birthday? - 1st birthday

CURRENTLY:
032. Eating? - Nothing
033. Drinking? - Nothing
034. I'm about to? - Pull an all nighter
035. Listening to? - Nothing
036. Plans for today? - Homework, Tweak, Blog, Sleep
037. Waiting for? - Nothing

YOUR FUTURE:
038. Want kids? - Sure
039. Want to get married? - Yes
040. Careers in mind? - Art Director

WHICH IS BETTER IN A GIRL/BOY?
041. Lips or eyes? - Eyes
042. Shorter or taller? - Taller
043. Romantic or spontaneous? - Spontaneous
044. Nice stomach or nice arms? - It don't matter
045. Sensitive or loud? - Can I get a 50/50?
046. Hook-up or relationship? - Relationship
047. Trouble maker or hesitant? - Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:
048. Lost glasses/contacts? - 20/20 vision BIA!
049. Ran away from home? - No
050. Held a gun/knife for self defense? - No
051. Killed somebody? - No
052. Broken someone's heart? - No
053. Been arrested? - No
054. Cried when someone died? - Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
055. Yourself? - Yes
056. Miracles? - Yes
057. Love at first sight? -
058. Heaven? - Yes
059. Santa Claus? - No
060. Sex on the first date? - Random, No.
061. Kiss on the first date? - I don't know?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
062. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - No
063. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - No
064. Do you believe in God? - No

065. Post as truths and tag. Tag 10 people: if I've tagged you that means I want to know more about you

Dear Friend I got 99 problems but a...

Dear Friend,
I've been your friend through thick and thin. You've been the person I can turn to, so there is no need to apologize. You committed no crime. It's my turn to return the favor and be the kind of friend you've been all along. Lean on me when your not strong, we all know that song. I love you. Now wipe up those tears and we'll figure this out.

Dear Friend,
I can't believe what I seen today. Don't think of it as a moment of weakness, we all are feeling that pressure got to let it out. In my case I've let it out wayyyy too much. I admire your ability to be strong and assertive. Your doing good, keep it up. Don't ever let others think your not good enough, you've made a huge turn around. This term, got to admit been good, minor set backs. It's not perfect but we're getting there all. Keep it up. & BTW Thank you so much.

Dear Friend,
I'm glad we are at peace. Yes there is things we need to talk out and I do agree with what your saying. Just be patient, don't keep it in. Literally speak out.

Dear Friend,
For a person so young you got a lot of wisdom. You seem to got your life in control, staying focus. I wish I had your determination and energy. All got our up and downs, but dang it's life. If life was smooth sailing we all end up like brats. Sometimes it's just a slap of reality. I don't got much to say, you probably got it all figured.

Dear Elder,
Now that is old. I've said this about 3-5 times to day but just so "you know" one day I won't flinch. I have no idea why I'm afraid of you after 2 years, but thank you for talking to me. Just like a father, boy oh boy your kids are lucky. Anyways Bring on the big tasks, bring the on the storm. I swear I am sane. If I cried at the very last minute last time over a mistake, pretty darn sure I'm ok next time around.

cause you had a bad day,

today was a bittersweet day. I cried, DAMN IT I CRIED! AGAIN! Ughh I thought I was doing good too. What hurt the most, was the fact he predicted it, he predicted I was going to freak out and cry. CRY! and i did! i wanted to prove everyone wrong that I could get through it without a tear, i wanted to prove it to myself. I was almost there, i was so damn sure I could do it. THEN I HAD TO CRY! being scolded? lectured? advised? again not fair not fair not fair. at least wasn't stress. ahndi again going on and on about crying, you don't know how much it means I wanted to keep my composure this time prove to myself I can do it. >____________<

in other news seems like everyone else is not having a good day.

we all are familiar with a bad day. it starts off as a normal day then WHAM! a problem leaks through, then another, then another, next thing you know your drowning in disappointment, stress, frustration. don't got no where to turn to, you try your best to bottle it up, your best not to wear it, your best not to let it get to you but in the end you pop. your attitude spills onto others, you didn't mean to. of course not it's all because you had a bad day you'll end up telling them after a day or two. then your stuck face looking down eyes full of tears and frustration both hands on your head as you pull at your hair and try to figure it all out, am i being punished? what did i do? why me?

well afterschool was ok, working with esther on our video waiting for jeff, watching the ol' man play with his iphone, trying to avoid the ol' man so we don't get work. talking to mary and sean briefly. then jeff came, i was scared >______< still am. then worked with esther and waited for her mom to grab us. then going to her house and eating pork chops and pinkabet(sp?). then home, homework, homework, homework -_____- and playing dr. phil.

My grandmother. I hate it when my aunties and uncles yell at her. I hate it when my cousins all of the sudden has a fake Filipino accent when they talk to her. My grandma and I have the same personality. She always helping others and hates fighting. She would swallow her pride, just to end an argument. When my grandfather was sick he would yell and throw things at her, but she would pick up the pieces. She stuck by him after he abused her, did drugs, and cheated on her. My grandma she always scolded me to clean the house, so my mother doesn't yell at Kelly and I. My grandmother is a free spirit, she hates being home. When she is at home she is cooking for her boys. You may see her on the bus, old lady with red/purple hair, jewelry, and 5 bags. Most likely if you sat by her she'd strike up a random conversation with you. The adventures on the bus, one day she came home, telling me about her adventures in China town. The next a bus route that took her around the island. She never let anything weigh her down. Yeah she's a little weird working at the clubs as a bathroom attendant, but I love her. PEACE :D

this contradict my belief about being a phony, for one i don't watch NFL football, only football i watch is high school football. i don't have a favorite team. i don't like watching sports. but superbowl is one way i get what i want from my bestfriend. been placing bets with him since sophomore year. this year the bet is about grad parties, no money involved because we both are broke. i don't ever pay attention to the game or the half time show. nope my joy is the commercials :)!