Ordinary People...

Am I living the Ordinary People music video? Today I witnessed 3 fights. First was my bestfriend and I then my neighbors was fighting Father v. Daughter and lastly my mom and my dad.

Scene 1:
I HATE how everyone assumes I like him and stuff like that, I HATE that the assumptions lead him to believe I still like him. I HATE how in school he's a jerk to me, but at home it's ok, all because of what other people think. I HATE how he lets that bother him.

Scene 2:
They were screaming at the top of their lungs that all the surrounding neighbors garage lights went on. Poor mother was in between.

Scene 3:
My little sister caught in between my parents.

It's a habbit...

I finally forced myself to read to chapter 3, I can proudly say I have not used sparknotes yet. I really want to learn Illustrator and AE asap. I'm still trippin' how that one girl 1uped me in a day. A day! Then again I'm flattered that our stuff wowed her and inspired her to create her own stuff. I was watching typography videos with Sherwin after after after school. I just want to tweak already! Anyways.

I got a habbit for useless blogs
speaking of habbits.

Once I get on the computer.
I make 4 tabs
I sign in to Facebook
then Gmail
then Myspace
then Blogger
then Flickr
then watch youtube videos.

random day

went to church with gemel today and when we were leaving the parking lot we saw this inconsiderate man just run over a cone, it was stuck under his car for a while. idiot.

so cute my driver hahaha ;)

so today was pretty random, i woke up thinking i got a list of chores but my mom was all upset with my sister, ended up at church. went to eat at sushi robot then sams club. then i went home. my cousin and jeff called me at the same time. cousin asking if i wanted to head to the beach, and jeff asking me about his camera. fixed jeff's camera and got trigger happy. went to church with gemel again don't ask. i was still camera trigger happy. so been editing and taking pics all day long.

*hmph

Always seem to be on the run. We haven't spoken in so long. We can't get past the how are you. We're not talking like we used to.

I really do miss those days.
;( but busy busy busy.
whoever said senior year would
be one of the best years
of your life
I ought to slap them.

*)*&&@(%#^ (figure that one)

i'm sorry i told you how i saw it. i've been keeping that in the whole week. but i'm tired of seeing you beating yourself up over a person. sorry that person meant a lot. but now your upset with me? i've been your friend since sophomore year. i struggle to find the words, to comfort you. i'm sorry i'm not much help like everyone else, but i tried -___- you know how frustrating that is, wanting to help someone so bad, but you don't know what to say, trying to avoid hurting their feelings? i've been your friend for a long time and i still can't comfort you after what you've done for me :( i never ever ever ever will be upset with you, i will never ever ever ever ever ever be upset because your sad, that's stupid. if you think i was mad when i told you all that i wasn't in my mind i was trying to say it as nice as possible. i had to sign off abruptly honest to god. when i did sign back on you weren't online. i love you, don't i tell you that everyday? i'm sorry.

Hot & Cold Yes & No Up & Down Wrong & Right...

Today was a pretty ok day, we didn't have a so called pop quiz in trigonometry. Third period either no one understood or no one got the webnote on Tale of Two Cities, no one got punished. Instead we were given the opportunity to purchase the book that has notes in the back of it. 4th period helped whoever, trying install leopard. "brainless" work again -___-. After school burned a football game, helped jordan with his edit, trying to fricken install something. the ol' man was off his rocker.

looking at the weekend i got to read 6 chapters, answer question. fix my psych paper and handout. portfolio!!! start slideshow. clean the house.

This morning i was very upset. When I got home, he made me even more mad. Then I called him with a speech prepared, but then he did this thing and I forgot why I was even mad. Stupid. Started talking about Science Fair and his day and my day. Stupid. He's such a geek I swear. Stupid. Then he had to drive for his mommy and promise to call back later. Stupid.

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times...

I found out near the end of third period that we needed to read 5 chapters of Tale of Two Cities. I can't get past the first couple of pages. fail.