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i'm sorry i told you how i saw it. i've been keeping that in the whole week. but i'm tired of seeing you beating yourself up over a person. sorry that person meant a lot. but now your upset with me? i've been your friend since sophomore year. i struggle to find the words, to comfort you. i'm sorry i'm not much help like everyone else, but i tried -___- you know how frustrating that is, wanting to help someone so bad, but you don't know what to say, trying to avoid hurting their feelings? i've been your friend for a long time and i still can't comfort you after what you've done for me :( i never ever ever ever will be upset with you, i will never ever ever ever ever ever be upset because your sad, that's stupid. if you think i was mad when i told you all that i wasn't in my mind i was trying to say it as nice as possible. i had to sign off abruptly honest to god. when i did sign back on you weren't online. i love you, don't i tell you that everyday? i'm sorry.