Wednesday, February 25, 2009

you and your wife can kiss my ass. care? you the one who left me! you idiot you left me! left me and you talk about growing up! i had to grow up when i was nine and you mock my mom! my mom for all the times she pulled it together. all the times she wanted to break down and cry... even die! and you talk about caring. "why should i give a shit? what do i get from you?" i'm not a fucking investment i'm your daughter. i swallowed my pride and called you and your wife and wished you a happy valentines day. when i heard your wife was in the hospital i called and asked if everything was ok!!!!! why i don't like to see you? why i refuse to get into the car? because once i get in i get treated like shit. i get forgotten, aunty sally comes first. then you just throw your temper at me get all dissapointed at me?! for no damn reason. at least when mom is mad she has reason, frustrated from all the burden you put on us when you left. so fuck you, you go to PI over the summer only telling me a day before you leave. You go to NY in the fall telling me a day before you leave?! fuck you. there are so many reason why i hate you and i'm trying to forgive really am trying but you make it hard.