I'm totally disgusted with myself,

I heard myself today, I listened to myself. The sound, the tone, the words that came out of my mouth, man it made me feel so horrible. I don't know what has come over me, where the hell did this alter ego monster come from? Usually I don't use so much profanity, so much cut downs, not as loud. I'm nice, I hardly complained about anything, I had a can do attitude and when people ask for help, I did it without a word. Now for some people I grumble and do. This needs to stop, thank you for epiphany's!

Tomorrow a change needs to occur, and that's not the dreamer side of me talking.
Fo' sure Fo' sure :)