Thanks,

I called my former history teacher, asking if she could help me out. Well as always we were talking about things, the economy, movies, and all that jazz. She then brought up a good point, the reason why I quit council, I forgotten... i'm not going to quote her, but here's the break down. I've done so much, because others wouldn't. now it's time for me to think about me. how exactly will karma have good fortune fall on me, if i'm too distracted.

Today been on it with college, stuff. 8 complicated essays in two weeks. I pray to god I get it. Please. Well I'm so tired, I can't even think right now and it's only 9:00 ouch. That's my problem, by the time I get home I have no energy for anything. Lame.

UGH!
now sweetie pie is irking me.

Hour later, finally hung up on him I can't take it when he thinks I can drop everything just to fix problems for him, for his project. When I got a billion and one things of my own.

It really is starting to feel like the holidays, besides the decorations at the mall, it really is starting to feel like it. I can feel it, the weather my mood is starting to think about family. Family... rarely are we are ALL together and happy, usually a bitter quarrel between someone. My mother anti-social hates it. Yep the holidays... I just don't want a repeat of last year... well I need to sleep losing my mind here. Peace.