AHNDIWEAR

I haven't blogged in a while, things in my head right now are so unclear, so scattered it's hurting me. not physically but emotionally. i don't know what's up. i need to see a doctor, no joke. i think that last meltdown, really killed. i can't write any longer, keeping this short. bye. well back on it. so i have no life. i'm always busy. i'm always stressed. i'm having blond moments. i'm emotional. what's wrong with me. am i depressed? suffering from anxiety? i need a sign. i should be starting on gates, but i don't know my grades, my writing... everything. i can only count on a prayer. i need money for college. college! i'm torn between two AAU or Columbia? Which one?!

today makes 67 years, since the bombing of Pearl Harbor. & it's a Sunday today too.