aug 07 - present day.

"I need to start going with my instinct and suffer the consequences, whether it's good or bad. Stop questioning my self, if I'm wrong I'm wrong. It's not going to kill me. When I do mess up, don't cry. I can do it I can do it. I know how to do it, I know I will try not to mess up, Be the best, so why worry?! I need to stand up for myself. Stop over analyzing."

i'm reading my past blogs, blogs i posted on xanga too, about this whole year. so practically chronicled my life from aug 07 to now. Up there is the advice i gave myself in the beginning of the school year. back in august. I noticed in my blogs i had phases i stressed out and i grew from it stressed and grew. then i noticed i stressed and how much i had to reflect on my actions. how much tears. right now i'm annoyed with myself. sheesh cry baby.