AHNDIWEAR

i can't stand it anymore! my dad is giving me hell! I HATE HIM, i don't know why i choose to come here. one big mistake. scolding me telling me i going no where, looking at me no one would like me no one would be my friend. WELL YOU DON'T know me. You don't even bother asking what goes on in my fucking life. you don't even know what i've been through these couple months. these couple of fucking years. because "i don't have custody of you, why should i care" same ol' fucking answer everytime. i hate the life i live now and it's all thanks to you and your wife. and you scold me about kissing other peoples ass (WHICH I DON'T) and you want me to kiss hers. thank her for what? for splitting my family. and you choose her over us all the fricken time, and you tell me i do things for my friends and not you. how many times i get calls from kelly saying she's all alone at the park at night because you went to pick up your wife. how many times kelly had to beg you to come to her school to show you what shes done, oh it's your moms custody. man how i want to tell you off everytime i see kelly's face after you tell her that. kiss your wifes ass, fuck no. you make her hate me too so i can appreciate her wtf? low man low. tell her that i hate her cause she got me nothing for christmas. wtf?! wtf?! i don't give a damn how much presents i got under the tree. ignorant old man! shit dogging on the people i hang out with, oh come on it's a new century get over it! it's all about love in the bible, so why hate?! huh! all your friends are f.o.b.'s and they just as ignorant as you. all they care about is materlistic things and fucking how they appear to people, they discriminate. low lifes. when i need something for school you can't even pay half of it, even though it's all in the court documents. complain you got no money. yeah got no money so i can go to the philippines in the summer and then go to new york in the fall. get people renting out the rooms, oh by the way you and your sister sleep on the couch, and fucking extend your house. what the hell. my uncle had 3 kids and he loves them to death, he loves all of them anytime they needed them he was there. and you know what he's there for me too, all my aunties and uncles are. so go ahead and talk shit about my mom's side. you and your so called distant cousins. if wasn't for my fucking good hearted grandmother you'll still be in PI. yeah and speaking of grandmothers, i really wonder what grandma would say, the way you treat us. at least grandma can remember me! i went there. and you know what? go around and tell people i'm a disappointment, mock me in front of your friends. yep go around and tell them the story of how your son ran away from you too. show what kind of dad you've been. if you drove your only son away. ralph was smart fucking leaving you, so he would have to stop kissing ass to you and your wife. you fucked up on 2 out of 3 kids. you tell me what kind of father you been. and last of all you really are sick. fucking picking out your father daughter dance songs with kelly and making her call me about it. butterfly kiss my ass. you really don't know me, you walked out on me a long time ago. don't bother showing up to my graduation, you already told me all i did was disappoint you.