Scars.

The feeling still lingers, an emotional scar. There are times in the day when everything comes flooding in all at once, it suffocates me. I can't breathe, I can't think, it's too much. Even during the break, I find myself confused in my own thoughts. I told myself to suck it up, not to cry anymore and I haven't so far. It's that pain, where everything in you wants to shut down, eyes begin to tear up, and in your mind your confused trying to create a list. Then your mind loses the battle to your tears and body.

I don't know what the hell I'm blogging about.