AHNDIWEAR

I'm not gonna mess this up for you

I'm gonna be happy for you

I'm gonna help you

I'm gonna not gonna hurt you

Everything you said. Everything you feel for her. The insecurities. The what ifs. Was what I felt for you. Slowly but surely not anymore.This is will be my last act of affection for you. A sacrifice that I hope my heart will understand. Hopefully while I'm doing this. I can truly get over you. No longer will I play victim to this unrequited love. Instead I'll muster the courage to take it and endure it. With pain as my teacher and experience as my friend I will get over this. I really did love you and care for you. Would have done anything. As a fool in love I really thought something was there. One day I hope to look back at this. I won't laugh. But smile, a smile of satisfaction. You were the first person I unselfishly cared for. The first person I exposed a vulnerable me. The first person to break my heart. The first person I loved. Don't feel sorry for me. Don't pity me. Don't feel any guilt. I did all I can and tried. As long as your happy I will be too.

"It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all..."