holidays = fail.

so this christmas there is something about it that isn't christmas. i have a big family on my moms side, grandma had 8 kids. and they had kids, and some of them already got some kids. yep pretty big. like i said before they never can get along. and other things too. so this christmas my family had no christmas party. there wasn't any chit chatting with the aunties, random fun with my cousins. eating aunties desserts. hawww. i miss that. but no.

christmas eve, went to my dad's house and just watched love actually while he had a christmas party. tone deaf people singing ahhh. then went with my cousin kirstin. we went to see the city lights and visited my other cousins. delivering gifts. ate tempura and mandoo, and then back to my dads house. waited till midnight, and my cousin dropped my sister and i to my moms house. where she yelled at us. 7 hours later when we wake up she still yelling at us. still complaining swearing. there was no gifts under the tree so it was what ever. i finally got away from her, locking my self in the bathroom crying. once i got out she still countinued bickering, to the point where i started slamming things in frustration. went to my cousins grandparents house for dinner, and my mom rushing out of there. now i'm stuck at home bored :(.

plus i'm sick and i have a cold sore. erghhh.